Is this it?

I'm scared. I really am.
I ..like to think that he's going to come back to me. But ..he seems decided not to ..
Today I finnaly finshed my college papers & stuff ..but I made a mistake x) ..whatever ..
I went to see the siamese kittens ..oh gosh they're so fucking cute ..they were not quiet at all this time, they were playing and a buch of people was staring and smiling ..yeah ..freaking adorable thing to be seen .. :')
I start going to college on monday 25 ..yeah ..the same day he leaves ..for good [ at least of ou love life he says ] ..
Bah ..